Nama : Sonia Maria Fransiska
NPM : 16210647
Kelas : 4ea18
After
all this time together I never thought that you would leave me if you
feel what I’m feeling right now? and do you know what I want? I need you by my side.
I miss our times together may you
never feel it how sick and miserable I was when you left. I
repeatedly read all messages from you to not feel the tears fall, I cried remembering all
the memories of you, I feel these days like in the hell is so hard to
forget all the memories, present you with a thousand promises and you go without
giving one reason for sure you destroy all the promise, why did you do that? anything
wrong me? you hurted me at extreme
level I
was silent, you broke my heart . I was silent you ignored me at worst. I was
silent you busy with others and didn’t even care for me. I was silent
Every time I texts you but you didn’t replied I was silent but when you left me. I brusted into tears “Because You Hurts Me More Than I Deserve”. I have given all to you, trust, love, and even I had to leave all my friends just to maintain our relationship to survive, but it’s all just in vain. you think of me as a game and when you get bored you go so wrote no matter what I’m feeling how sick, and miserable when we are together. I will never give up and tired of love, I’m still waiting for you to come back to me someday.
I call
your name in
prayer and everywhere I go there’s only your name, you can never replaced
in my life you are a very special part of my life even though at this
time I do not know where you are. It hurts when someone i love so much doesn’t feel the same,It
hurts even more when my heart’s breaking and i can’t cry, One thing that haunts
me every day and every night is your name, I’d say I’m happy for you, but you’d know it’s
all a lie. I told myself I would never come in between you, I know
your happy without me, I can see it in your eyes, I can hear it in your voice, I wanted to be your
Girl but I guess I was never your first choice. Looking at you, I wondered if I
could’ve made you happy, Your smile, your laughter, your face and your voice is
burned in my head, But then again I don’t think I could’ve ever made you happy,
Sometimes thinking about you makes me want to die instead.
and when I have started to forget about you in a very long period of time,
we accidentally met at a caffe we used to go
to both. I immediately thought of our memories in two years ago. where we sat together
at each other to spend our afternoon of fun. but on this day I decided to die right
you.
I
promised myself that I will continue loving you no matter what. I also promised myself
that I will never jeopardize your happiness, I cannot lie but my love for you
will never part, I promise you I will be by your side if you’re ever in pain or
sadness. This is my promise to you as a friend and as someone who loves you.